Latest of myself

These days are like in kind of situation of peace....although the final exam is very near and seems like it's approaching...still there is no fear inside me...am I really that fearless until I don't even dear about my final exam? Or I am just paralyzed with this kind of feeling...Well I don't know, maybe I am just stubborn, stubborn in my very own mind that what I always want is theology but not in business studies, stubborn in my own vision....or sort to say, was trying very hard to overcome nowadays...doing something which I don't really like to....being in a situation which I don't really want to.... I promise myself that I will go for theology straight away after my diploma 2 years later, probably will be going to Agape Renewal Center (ARC) in USA and complete my dream over there. But what I do after I finish ARC? I believe God will lead me the way after I graduated from ARC. And God will use me.