Friday, June 26, 2009

Revealed of my sickness

Date: 26-6-09
Time: 20:50

I just went to the clinic for the first checkup, it was so shock once I heard what the doctor told me.

I have HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE, and the pressure is 140/90. The doctor said it is consider serious and a bit danger because I am just 19 years old young guy, non smoker, non drinker, but still I have such a high blood pressure, not every one have this sickness.

So guys, to whom is reading this right now, thank you for reading my post and please pray for me ya... Before you pray for me, I would like to pray that God Bless each and everyone of you who reading this post will be first blessed abundantly in favor and grace! Amen!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

To Prayer Warriors

Dear GA Youth Prayer Warriors:

Please pray for me that I'm having a negative health condition in these few days, and it looks terrible and really negative. Last night I suddenly headache and vomited twice at home, not a very serious one, but it is enough to cause me feel dizzy the whole night long. And also, yesterday when I was having class, suddenly my hair drop a lot, not a countable, but it's uncountable masses of hair.

Please pray for me as I don't know is there any problem with me or not, I am going for a body checkup in these few days or next week.

Now is 9:28 am, I'm in college now, and I just vomited in the toilet.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

My guitar!



This is Yamaha F310 =D

This is my guitar! Belongs to me on 17th of June 2009!! Wahaha!! This is my birthday gift from my sister actually...she save her money for months to buy me this guitar! Really appreciate a lot. Thank you sis! =D

I believe I'm destined to play guitar before the Lord and praising Him with guitar and my voice of worship. Really thank You for this.

This brand is Yamaha ...don't really know how much it cost, because I don't really care about the price. Well, just love it so much! Oh yeah! =D

Monday, June 15, 2009

Fresh & New! Yummy!

Myself have been broken in spiritually during the 2nd night of A4J conference. My own mind, plans, thoughts that leads me to destruction and each and every single thing that do not please God, am totally broken on that night.

I pray to God hardly that I want to empty myself as an empty vessel before the Lord, and let the living water fully fills in this empty vessel until it flows out. But the more I pray like this, I found that something inside me not allow me to have the correct mindset. It was because that I more desire on the result of fully filled by the Spirit, and not truly let the Spirit fill in me FREELY.

Until tonight, 16 of June 2009. Pastor Bob Weiner came to GA611 Bread of Life church. He was 3 times intended to come to our church when he was in Hong Kong 611.
I will not need to introduce much about Pastor Bob, just as know as he is a greatly used by God ever since he was young. I would like to greet him Uncle Bob, because that sounds closer =)
It is my honor to know Uncle Bob tonight, from the leaders sharing, until the end of his sermon tonight. I was pulled out twice by him and do what he told me to. Well, it's my honor =D

I can see his fatherly heart towards this generation's youngster. By raising up thousands and thousands of young ministry in nations, then building up powerful evangelist return to China. Most and not the least is, he totally support everything for his children. He has a heart of a father.

And tonight, he pray for the whole church to have the double blessings, financial and anointing of his to all the people by laying his hand on each and everyone in the house. Oh yeah! Praise the Lord! I was inspire and feel the Spirit of God came upon me strongly once he lay his hand on my head.
And I also know that he prayed for Ps. Jaeson Ma before. And Ps. Jaeson saw him praying for him through a vision. Then when he is about to leave, by faith, I followed him all the way out the door and chat with him all the way until he went to the toilet and wash his hand, I boldly requested him to pray for me like how he prayed for Jaeson Ma.
Oh thank you Jesus! He agree and prayed for me! Hallelujah! And I believe God listen to his prayer by faith!
And I too believe that I will never be the same now....and as everyone tonight has already lifted up to another level! Not only me but all of us! Yeee haaaaa!!

Thursday, June 11, 2009

2nd night of A4J

11-6-09 aka 611
Tonight, God sent a thunderous message to shock the world. Pastors and congregations are shocked, I believe.
God broke each and every pastors in the hall and surprisingly, God broken me too. I thank God that He broke me even though I'm not a pastor yet. But I believe, God broken me and speak to me, it's with reason.

Tonight God showed me a lot of visions, it is regarding to my future, and my future pastoral partners, where will I be, who am I with....etc which is P&C applied.

I believe God not only speak to me whom is not pastor tonight, each and every congregations who are thirst and desire for God, will greatly receive His word and message... And I believe, mine will come true...........soon

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Wake up lo...

Haha! Purposely name my title simply just because of grab some attention from you guys =)

Alright! Guys! A4J is near! We must prepare our hearts and receive this great blessing from God! To receive this great blessings, our spirit must awake! Our faith must awake! Our hearts must open up! This is the only way that we can receive the great blessings from God.

Through Ps. Philip Mantofa, God told us that He did not sent his servant from Indonesia came to Malaysia is just because the Christians in this country have not prepare to receive this fire of revival. What does it means? If God sent His servant to His land but His people did not ready their hearts to receive something BIG, they will ended up failure.
Simply example, if a church with 30 congregations suddenly became a church with 300 congregations right after the crusade, it is yet to be a happy thing. Why? Because this 30 people have to take a great challenge whether they can cope with this 300 new comers or not; whether they can keep them in their church/cell group or not. This is really a question needed to be advised and think over.

But I believe now is the time. GA Youth, now is the time! Prepare and behold! The holy One sends His servant here because we have readied our hearts.

3 days away from A4J, in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, youth of Christ, AWAKE!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

CrAzY MoDe!!

I believe each and every single people got their own mask, including pastors around the world, because we are still human...

I have my own mask, I have a face of being crazy, a face of being childish in front of my very own God, a face of learning attitude, faces is areas, is a as known as invisible mask wore on a human face.

These few days, sort to say, this week, is the busiest week ever I had experienced after I enter the college. 6 subjects to be taken in this 14 weeks semester, and this week, 2 assignment to be pass up, 1 presentation, 2 quizzes....wakao man.... really stress and tired, My eyes really couldn't open big nowadays. Tomorrow is my presentation, and I am going to present (ah...used to). Am not afraid about presentation, because I've used to it in church. Well, I just pray that the presentation will go fine and I can quickly finish this semester, because I believe there is a BIG DECISION ahead of me needed to decide.

However, just hope that I can enjoy the hot spring this Saturday and my stress all gone away, if possible, I hope to fall asleep in the spring.....Amen