Thursday, January 8, 2009

短暂与永恒

如果短暂会使永恒失去,
我宁愿放弃短暂,
持守永恒。

因为一时的失误,
选择了短暂,
现在连选择永恒的机会也渺茫了。。。

我不会再选择短暂,
因为它使我伤心断肠;

我会选择永恒,
因为它将使我刻骨铭心。

作者:
叶永恒 Paul Yap

W A R N I N G !

哥林多前书5:6-8
6你们这自夸是不好的。岂不知一点面酵能使全团发起来麽?

7你们既是无酵的面,应当把旧酵除净,好使你们成为新团;因为我们逾越节的羔羊基督已经被杀献祭了。

8所以,我们守这节不可用旧酵,也不可用恶毒(或作:阴毒)、邪恶的酵,只用诚实真正的无酵饼。
。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

阿门。最近神一直不断地在告诉我这段经文,我也一直在祷告到底神要告诉我的是什么东西,而且我从前读这段经文的时候也是不明白保罗所指的是什么东西。
直到最近几天,发生了件非常无聊而且不成熟的事件,要知道什么事私底下找我就好了。

保罗第六节一开始就说了,“你们这自夸是不好的,”。保罗所指的,“自夸”,这两个字,其实还包容了私底下的事情,除了自己赞美自己,还包含了一种语素就是,“在私底下夸耀、夸大、夸语”。当自夸出现,就等于是伤亡的起源。

接下去他说到,“岂不知一点面酵能使全团发起来么?”。这句真理非常简单,如果我把这句比喻说成,“岂不知你所说的一句话能使人跌倒么?”感觉怎么样呢?是否属灵的眼睛被神的话语开启了?若不,去祷告吧!保罗最严厉责备和教导的教会就是哥林多教会,因为当中有人犯了奸淫和许多的恶行,直到保罗也问他们,当他到访哥林多教会的时候,是愿意他带着刑杖去,还是愿意他存着慈爱温柔的心去。

那使全团面发起来的酵啊,你们是要我保持存着温柔爱你们的心呢,还是持着刑杖与你们对辨呢?难道你们以为我没有权柄如此做吗?

继续保罗就说,“你们既是无酵的面,应当把旧酵除净,好使你们成为新团;因为我们逾越节的羔羊基督已经被杀献祭了"。 哇,这句我喜欢!既然已经被基督的血洗净了,就成为新团!新团就是pure & clean!Without any unnecessary rubbish items on the flour!就像初生婴孩一样的纯洁!
同时候就是说那些使人跌倒的事情、话语、动作、情感和态度也就别再做了!因为既然基督已从死里复活,为咱们流了宝血,就当知道基督已经洗净了我们!不然基督的死就枉然了!

再来在第8节,“所以,我们守这节不可用旧酵,也不可用恶毒(或作:阴毒)、邪恶的酵,只用诚实真正的无酵饼”。这个我更喜欢,不可用恶毒、邪恶!恶毒和邪恶者两个字本身都够Evil了,在读清楚这四个字,有两个字是同样一起出现的,就是“恶”。在诗篇,凡是被称为恶人的,无论男女,信与未信,都是一样承受一个结局,死。

可能对某些在读这post的人,感觉会很深,有些应该不会。但是我还是奉劝一句,别成为一个使别人跌倒,使人与人之间感情破裂,把团队与世界搞得一塌糊涂的害群之马,别让基督的血枉流了!

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Pain out of nowhere?!?!?!

Walao A, I don't even know what happen to me right now, my back is totally suffering and pain like being beaten up the whole last night!! I don't know what's going on and what's wrong with my body right now, just felt very pain and I can even feel pain when I breath! It was too dangerous for me to drive just now from college go back to home including helping my family doing this and that. It is so suffering right now...what happen....????

Monday, January 5, 2009

Tagged by Nixon ( I did this tag before, LoL)

1. Do u hav any secret?
Yup

2. Would u fall in love with boy younger (girl older) than u?
hmm...older than me 1 year is maximum, but usually won't.

3. Do u enjoy going to school?
Yup...

4. wat would u do with a billion dollars?
Tithes and invest 2 million to Beulah. 7 Million to do my vary own things.

5. which is more blessed, being loved or loving someone?
loving each other deeply...

6. List out 10 favourite songs
- 十字架上
- Dancing Generation
- Say So
- I can't live without you
- Can't smile without you
- 你手中
- 爱不疚
- I not ashamed
- Break Free
- Forever

7. If the person u admired is attached, what will u do?
Bless her...

8. Is there anything makes u extremely happy?
seeing souls saved

9. What makes u angry?
Seeing some other parents scold and beat their children when their children done things wrong. At least give some good teaching but not beat them up and scold up like hell. (I just saw this scene when I went to 7-11 an hour ago before I post this tag.)

10. How would u c yourself in 10 years time?
A Youth Pastor and a good husband

11. Who is currently the most important person to u?
people whom I love, not to list, I love many people

12. What is the most important thing in life?
love

13. Would u rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married, not going to be poor. My Father won't let me poor, so do I won't let my wife live in a hard life.

14. wat is ur favourite color?
White, Blue, combination of Black + Red

15. If u were to fall in love, which 2 ppl will u pick?
2 ppl?? what a weird question, I only fall in love with one person!!

16. Will u forgive and forgot how horrible the things a person has done to u?
I will forgive but it is really difficult to forget, it depends.

17. what do u want to tell the person u like?
hahaha!! I like? hmm...can u be my girl and my wife in the future? Hahaha!!! Most of the guys will say this to their girl or the person they like... But when it came from me....I mean it.

18. What kind of person would u fall in love with?
sweet, kind, loving, dun need to be very tall(so tall for what?), funny. Most important, positive and smile all the time! =D

19. list 5 ppl to pass this on to
- Eric (dono u done this be4 anot)
- Jessica (dono when will u online and read this post. LoL)
- ZiKang
- KC
- Daniel Chieng

Sunday, January 4, 2009

九曲十三弯,惨过去荷兰 ^^"

Hahaha..today was totally an enjoyable day for me!! =D

After we had finish our service at church today, we as me, Jessica, KC, Eric, Jacky and Joshua Au went to play badminton at my mom's condo. As you can see there is only 1 girl join with us to play badminton, really need to invite more girls lar...then can see girls play mar...

Of course we had our good time...yeah...so do I....
When we finish our game at 4:15, after I sent Joshua Au back to church, then I promise to sent Jessica home lor...cuz already promise for a long time, finally had the opportunity to fulfill it.

Well, her hostel switch to Shah Alam from Subang Jaya already...so as for me, guy who always lepak in PJ area, need to discover new place, so today I "play" at Subang <-> Shah Alam area lor....
Jess told me that she will recognize the way back to hostel when I reach Summit. Walao!! Sien arrrhhh!!! I found that I don't even know the way go to Summit! Oh gosh...really have to explore more areas... Then I just go straight after I ran to the highway, din even notice that already entered Kesas Highway in the other way.. =.=

Then we both in the car like exploring new places....looking here and there...finding for sign board...USJ 17...18...19... Then out of nowhere, I drove until her previous hostel -_-|||......
Then luckily she knows the way from there, thank God. Then she ask me to make a U-Turn under the crossover...walao, lagi funny, I accidentally went up to the crossover!! Wahhh!!!

"Then we go to Holland~~~to Holland~~~" bla bla bla....

Go until Putra Height there, still forward to the Tol area, make a U-Turn, then go back...thank God....hahaha!! Interesting!!

Then after that, finally she knows the way back to hostel adi...terrific...haha..

So weird that I know the way back wor...funny eh...haha...thank God again...

However, this "adventure" was amazing and fun...but no next time..haha... I don't mind about the petrol la that is not a problem as the petrol is cheaper than last time now... So is ok...
But well, it was interesting!!
Remember this day Jess! 九曲十三弯,惨过去荷兰~~~ Hahaha!!!

Saturday, January 3, 2009

2008 --> 2009

There's been a lot of things happen in year 2008, plenty of changes happens, plenty of problems occur, plenty of promotion... Yeah...is time to recall it back what had happen during year 2008...

The days after I back from the NS Camp, which I been there for only 3 weeks, still remember clearly in my mind, that day when I was back to church, I'm being left out and boycott by the gangs, because of something happen which I did very wrong on that period, even youth church leaders (except for my cell leader & IP. David) let me feels that they treat me by a "special" attitude...absolutely a negative one. Forget it, it is just for recall, no longer important.

Then been dragging my date enter to college, because I was wanted to get my driving license then only I start my college life, yeah at last I do so but already dragged a long period of time. But then during the period, I was worked as a full time volunteer at church, from Tuesday till Friday, 9 to 5 and 7:30 to 5, although is not easy but I love the days.

And then wait until KC back from his NS Camp, Calvin once again help him to refresh what he has learned during his cell leader class, then at the same time teaching me the lesson as well, then we both could able to open up a cell group. In just 2 weeks time (if I am not mistaken), me & KC had totally finished up the cell leader training lesson, which the others have to take 3 months time to complete it.

Then finally during April, we had open up a cell group, which my cell have De Lon, Joshua Au, Wei Jia, Asa, Han Yuan. Praise God, in just a short period of time, my cell group have expanded to 5 cell members. Because De Lon did not join in in the earlier time, he accept Christ once again during the mid year. Praise God!!

Then A4J...Ring of Fire & The Call (Indonesia)...Encounter Camp...G12 Retreat Camp (I lost my jeans in this 2D 1N camp :(...Youth Camp...Caroling...Xmas Party...New Year Eve.... There had been a lot of things happens....lazy to type...

But then what I wanna thank God so much is, once in a leader meeting, I pledge my cell members will have 7 person in the end of year 2008, Praise God!! I have a total of 8 cell members in the end of year 2008!! Thank God to the Youth Camp, that my cell members could increase!!
Well, although there are a lot of new comers, I don't take them as very difficult to lead them, I could see that it is a very good chance of learning how to pastoral a cell group members! Haha!! Thank God! New challenge! New things to learn! Amen!!

Then what is my target for year 2009...well, let's see....

*To have a closer relationship with God
*To be a mature song leader
*To be a great cell leader
*To write 5 songs
*To be a great soldier
*Stay alert always
*Want to be an interpreter, if church leaders allows me to.
*Train up more great leaders in my cell group
*Have closer relationship with my cell members
*Love Jerusalem
*Know the will of God
*Try to persist in not to couple with any girls, even though how much I love her...

Well, I think that is a lot enough to archive...God please grant me strength to score this goal...
Amen..!

Thursday, January 1, 2009

New Year Eve 2008!!

As this is the last day of 2008....and also a last celebration we could able to have with our very good and close brother Eric....coz he is soon going back to Sabah already...so we celebrate the New Year Eve and also the farewell for him also lor... Gosh....gonna miss him so damn much...

Alright! As on Eric's blog stated, I reach ZiKang's place almost 4 o'clock, I wonder why ss2 is so jam on that day, maybe a lot of people heading to The Curve? Or some other places....whatever... Then start raining....then my brothers ar, very funny, they see rain comes, they ask me to pray...walao....cool guys!! Hahaha!! yeah... So I walk to the balcony of ZiKang's house and pray(act like not praying but I am! hahaha!!!) So thank God...after 15 minutes, rain stop. Then I realize that the rain make the weather fresh and nice...praise God...God loves His children so much =)

Then after that we have our enjoyment...


Haih...so big liao....also need ppl to feed to drink...


Na....mark this down...this is Eric la.... =D


Thx Jacky & KC set this up for the gang =)


ZiKang is always ready to jump off -_-|||


This is me la....posing @.@" (influence by who hah? wonder.....)


Jacky was so wanna enjoy to flow on the water....yea...it's relaxing indeed! =D


A very talented and great cell member...De Lon...always wanna act here and there...
Here...act very full lagi...hahah!!


Hehehe....another pose!!


This is our main la....


This felle, always play 属灵, see him also sien =.=